That’s all. Too many pictures and stories of people getting together. I’m happy it’s happening but really pee’d off too. Stupidly angry at you mum. I know you’d be here if you could be and I know you’re at peace where ever you are now but I just feel like I ache.

i’m not angry at you, just generally with everything. It’s only been a few months and yet the agony feels like this morning while the missing you feels like years. How the hell do people get by as the years go? I’m still waiting to call you or something. I still feel like I’m waiting until I can talk to you.
I love you and miss you so much xxx